unwrecked:

I try to not be dependant on people. I can go for days without speaking to anyone except my parents. Even if I want to talk to my friends every day, I don’t. I haven’t allowed myself to grow so attached to a person that I can’t go a day without talking to them. If I see myself growing way too close to someone I will find a way to distance myself. Lonliness scares the fuck out of me but so does dependance. I like to think that I’m protecting myself, that I’m preparing myself for when they eventually leave me, because they will. Everyone does. I don’t know if it’s a smart way to live or a lonely one, but I can’t bear the thought of being left again.